on Dec 19th, 2007Honeymoon is over …
Well, I knew it wouldn’t last forever - but the original flare of the job is gone. I still like working here, but it’s not as enjoyable as it once was. Getting harder, more stressful and frustrating - oh yes, that’s definitely building. Over 1500 designs are in my queue right now, representing 18 jobs and everyone is getting itchy as to why their job isn’t done or at the very top priority. Very frustrating. And me, being one of the lowest on the totem pole, can only apologize to the complainers and say I’ll try harder.
I just need to break, relax and not let it bug me. But it does. Frustrates me … angers me. People need to stop sending me 5+ jobs at a time and expect them done today.
But … it is a good job. There are some great people here. This is one down - which can drag a whole job down. Luckily I have people who will throw on some boxing gloves and pound a few heads in for me.